Sunday, January 1, 2017

The Rest of my Life

Day one of 2017 commences.

Sunrise from Orbit - Image Courtesy of NASA

I debate what to watch this morning, having turned first to Sunday Today, then to Fox News Sunday. Today was bearable, with a recap of interview highlights from the past year.

But when I turned to Fox, I simply felt aggravated – even before I changed the channel. And I was able to clearly pinpoint what exactly the problem is: I simply do not trust anyone anymore on these political talk shows. Politicians, interviewees, commentators, even interviewers at times, all have a heavy philosophy and personal agenda that they are pushing on the American public and on the world, and everything they say is heavily slanted in the direction of their personal bent.

Thinking and praying things over this morning, I realize that much the same can be said of the church today, as well.

But it's the first day of 2017. And I'm asking myself how I can change my Sunday Morning routine.

Church is a low priority, since I'm a low priority for the Church. I have usually spent these mornings watching something decent and informative on TV, and listening to Erwin Lutzer, and occasionally, Crawford Lorits. But I also have a waxing and waning frustration with the lack of contact with the people of God. That frustration is not assuaged by actually being in church, so it's a no-win scenario for me personally.

So I find myself, once again, trying to brainstorm some changes that I can make in order to sharpen up my Sunday Morning routine.

One idea is to try locating a streaming service that provides access to my favorite preachers, and just listen to my preaching immediately after I wake up. That seems to actually be the best option, since I won't have to wait till a certain time to get my sermon fix. I reinforce that already by listening to a great preacher on the commute to work in the mornings, and by listening to an audio Bible on the way home from work. I'm not closing off all spiritual influence in my life. But I think that, until I can feel trust in God's people again, I really do not want to stick my neck out just to have to struggle with the feelings of dejection and marginalization all over again.

I believe that will be the first thing I do after I'm done journaling – finding a good source of spiritual input, that is.

Flipping through my Sling TV Streaming App, I just located something good to fill the void: A Three Stooges Marathon. That always, ALWAYS brings a smile to my face.

So I have a self-improvement objective for this year now: Watch a good sermon ASAP on Sunday morning, then see how things develop from there.

I'm even now starting to banter about the real possibility of being in church this morning. Likely, I'll go visit with the nephew at my folks' house shortly instead. I get a great deal of enjoyment out of investing time in him and my niece (not in that order – I MISS the goofy fun times I've had with my niece in the past), and I want to continue to capitalize on that before they grow too old for that sort of innocent fun.

Well, I'll tell ya. The Stooges are on a muted TV right now. The sun is shining bright in a crisp, clear blue sky (the air is frigid, but I seem to be handling that pretty well this winter, too). I have an objective now for 2017.

Time to start fishing around to see what I can find.

9:01 am